mind vs heart

Let’s discuss about my relationship with cigarettes, first of all I show you a smoker evolution : Unsmoked people > smoked people > Social smoker > light smoker > hard smoker > chain smoker > marijuana sucker > drugs > death! :p

dibya punya kisah terkait sebungkus rokok yang dua bulan terakhir setia mengikut kemana dibya pergi plus rantai perokok karangan bang zul. (dia ni dosen di University Teknologi Mara, negeri Sembilan yang gantian datang ama temen2nya kunjungan ke bandung akibat provokasi bang Othman, yang sempet kenalan ma dibya gara2 ngambil s2 di Interior FSRD*alagh panjang bener*), bang zul may be a good informant, karena kabarnya ‘prestasi’ dia dalam hal rokok merokok dah sampai ke tahap marijuana sucker, mmm… let’s see!

ceritanya terkait dengan pengalaman dibya di Aceh.. kerjaannya lapangan banget, dan setiap personel terlibat selalu ngerokok.. *pusing ga si* that’s why dibya suddenly be a smoked people..  And I achieved 1 higher level, when travelled to aceh jaya. All people there smoke! My god, I felt like I never involved in their conversation until I smoke 1 time, *a miracle*.. They suddenly welcomed me as an attendant at that village forum! But I must beware of this phenomenon, I said to my self I just only smoke for a social occasion, not in my private group nor personal time.. time by time, my relationship with cigarette getting frequent. this could change me in to next level as a light smoker. Very easy to be..

dan setiap perjalanan, sebungkus rokok jadi teman perjalanan dinas dibya selama di aceh, for job reason only. Believe me, sebungkus rokok hanya habis separuh dalam sebulan :p, itu pun kebanyakan gara2 sopir yang minta, so you know lah statistic of cigarette bars I’ve been sucked. Ketika tiba di

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, entah kenapa, sang bungkus rokok tetep ada di tas, dan perlahan terhisap sampai habis! Don’t know why I just feel like I have an invisible friend *horror* that save me from loneliness..

dan kebiasaan menghabiskan sebungkus rokok setia ini berakhir ketika sang pengisi sudah tiada. Pas kebetulan ketemu dengan bang zul pula. He asked me what kind a smoker r u? social or light one? (Mmm hard to say him that I’ve been a light one!) he continued his story about smoking. He was a chain smoker (abis bakar lagi hisap lagi habis bakar lagi hisap lagi tiada henti) and sometime marijuana juga! Tiba2 aja dia berhenti. Karena malas beli rokok keluar dan ketika selesai sholat dia bilang mau berhenti aja dari merokok. That’s it! Dan setelahnya dia tidak pernah merokok lagi .. ajaib setiap ngeliat rokok dia hanya ingat janjinya selesai sholat saat itu dan kembalilah dia menjadi unsmoked person *plokplokplok* ”the key is you, you say yes it could be yes when you whispered something it would be something!”

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